When I lack the motivation to begin working, especially with business-related tasks,
I often pick up my phone and drift into social media or YouTube.

Once it begins, time slips away, leaving me with regret.

In those moments, I realize how impatient I can be and how foolish I feel at my age.

These thoughts weigh me down, and it takes time before I can return to balance.

It sounds absurd, doesn’t it?

Yet this happens almost daily — sometimes even twice in a single day!

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I don’t know how I’ll feel tomorrow.

Maybe I’ll have more energy, or maybe I’ll end up wasting time again.

I can’t say I’m strong, but I want to keep looking at myself honestly.

Even if I fall into the same habits, I hope this diary will help me keep walking toward my true self, step by step.